I hate to blog about sad things but feel that I have to write something just to let it out.
Today was a very depressing day. Woke up in a weird dream. I was left with only 80 cents in my pocket, no cellphone, no house key to go back home. I saw myself running frantically around the buildings in an unfamiliar place looking for public payphone, trying to contact my baby.
Then, I woke up..... feeling all shitty and down..
THEN, my dad called me and ask if I managed to get hold of my brother. We have been trying to contact him since yesterday but to no avail. His cell phones, his gf's cell phone, his workplace. He just disappeared! What happened to him??
I'm agitated, worried, stressed...my dad kept bugging me for his news and I still can't contact him...until this morning.
Apparently, he is okay. Was sleeping at home as it is his off day today. And he just returned from KL with his gf. He has no idea why we cannot reach him on his cell phone. Damn network!! Wasting my adrenaline.....*grrr*
I'm lost... so lost....... Sometimes I wish I am the victim in the many horror movies I watched over the weekend. Just die horribly .... period.
poor thing.. hope the day ends on a better note :) 
