First and foremost, check into this website of a young sexy lady DJ based in LA.

http://www.djheavygrinder.revolutionrave.com/music.html

More pictures of her posing sexily in MySpace.com.

This is one young woman whom I admired and respected most. I know nothing about her but I know she's 21 and a very famous DJ and model in Los Angeles.

I grown up in a broken family. My mum passed away when i was 11 (drowned), and I was preparing for my UP SR (PS-LE) exam then (1987).

Everyday after school, me and my sister will clean the house, wash the laundry and cook for the rest of the family member. My dad was then working as a passenger boat driver and will return from work after 1pm. That time, being a petite 11-yr-old, we learnt through the hard way. The rice is okay, soup was easy, poached egg, veggie and some salted fish for lunch.

We washed the clothes at the river (no water supply then), carrying the pail full with clothes and dry it under the sun... it was fun...it was our learning curve. We had our ups and downs in life. This is the most precious moment of my life.

6 months after my mum passed away, my dad remarried a divorcee. Our home sweet home has then turned into a hell. So much fighting and so much tears. After a year, my step brother was born. 2 yrs later my step sister, and another 3 yrs later my step brother.

Along this period of time, i've seen her throwing things at my dad, they fought, kicked each other, slapped each other, my dad bled, my step mum got possessed by evil spirits, my step brother was admitted to hospital for burn...etc...etc..

Life is so....so. ...cruel.. I swore that one day I'm gonna break out from this curse and be someone .... I don't want to live in this house anymore..i don't want to see her face.... I had enough!

I went to work in several different towns, alone, starting from scratch. My first boyfriend when I was 19 was a liar, my second was a gangster (he shared with me some very interesting stories though), my 3rd was a guy i knew from workplace, a New Zealand er who left the company after 1 month.... all these hurt me like I'm putting my bare heart on the table and sprinkle with salt and lemon squeeze.

Transition from 19 - 23 was a bit slow, 23 to 26 I learned something about relationship, about education and the importance of being financially independent. 27- 29, i'm planning for a breakthrough. I want to be independent on my own, I want to be a versatile lady, I mix around with ppl from different walk of life. I took up other self-improvement courses... waiting for the right time to kick start...

I learned this year that, nothing is perfect, nothing is free, nothing last forever, whatever you do to other, you'll get it back in return... I've accepted God (Jesus) to be my saviour ....

One thing I am still feeling insecure about is relationship, I guess i'm prepared to be on my own...

Sometimes, when you reach a certain standard, earned yourself a reputation and status... you lost your integrity and virtues... how many can balance all and live moderately?

Peace!